Hello blog, its been a while. I am almost a year now in Qatar and I am a bit lost. So many things has happened. So many things but then again it has brought me to the "now", season of loneliness hence I am writing now to bent out again. Take the load off my restless heart, body and mind.

I feel like I had been working so hard and I cant help but feel so tired. I do not have a social life here. And when indeed I get to go out, fucked up things happen which empties my little self confidence and makes me realize how useless my very existence is.