Honestly, Im so pissed off that the list of names to take off was scheduled to come last week of August pa cause of Ramadan. I really thought it was this week atleast. Im really excited and scared at the same time. I really wanna take off and see whats on the othe side and what it has to offer.

Its work and not pleasure. Definitely scary, I can only hope and pray that all will be good in time. Will just keep in mind that this is all for my future, for my family, for Denise.

Ive handled people from different call centers but not people on rail ways. This is a twist of it all. Taste of something new. Ive let a few offers for flight stewardess and sales supervisor position from other agencies pass for this job so I expect a lot to come from this.

I dont know how the hell Im gonna overcome living alone in a foreign land, much more having a new task and different nationalities to work with. Super scared.