Well well well, guess whos back? Hello blog. Its been sometime I know. Ever since twitter came out, I haven’t been able to update you regularly. I guess I found a new, fast and easy way to express things with twitter. So whats new? Might be wondering whats with the title… well not literally but yeah it does feels like it in so many ways. Just did a social suicide, again. Well for those who knew me, this isn’t or should I say this shouldn’t be new. I QUIT MY JOB. There you go, I just dropped the bomb like that. Been a year in Dubai. My family and friends in manila are like asking me why… and I cant give them a straight answer because I haven’t really thought of it. Well, my second day in manila, jobless. Its 2am… I guess I could think of some reasons.
A) I have been really thinking of quitting for sometime now, the job is just not for me.
B) When I finished my 20 days vacation, I didn’t feel that it was enough so it got me so homesick and decided to quit.
C) after my vacation, I came back in Dubai feeling so alone, my roommate was in vacation, not that we are that close but my 804 girls were also busy while I lie in my bed all alone at night which made me so sick and mad that I decided to go home.
D) my first day of work after vacation didn’t go so well, someone got so piss of me that he cant contain his anger and just blew me off the boat. I must add that I can bare with all the hardships of work but not an angry colleague. Id rather quit than have an enemy.
E) what the f*ck is wrong with the management… No increment in salary, ASMs are found to be incompetent in so many ways, too much load, No certificates of all the trainings weve undergone, not even the mug and 1 year certificate can be given in time, schedule sucks, our head is always on the line even though its out of our hands, it always is on us, No appreciation felt from the management, shortage of staff, staff that cant even speak well are placed on position ( what the??! ), the management has no idea how unhappy their staff is, 99.9% of staff, including myself finds no satisfaction with the company but they are so blind to see as well as do something about it, no motivation, our department heads does nothing but enjoy themselves out of the huge salary they are getting not thinking that without the frontliner staffs who works really hard, theyd be nothing, they assign leads who tends to boss around, what the F, we have the same salary dude! This doesn’t feel like a team working towards common goal anymore, no growth, never felt more dumb than I already was.
Heck, anyways, so where to go from here? Jobless, pennyless, friendless ( 804 left in dxb ). Whewww, that’s scary aint it. Im a train reck right now. Still living with my mom, I have a baby to feed, this doesn’t look good at all. But whats new? Ive done this a million times. Jumping off a cliff with no plan b. This sounds exciting… what will the future hold? Stay put and Ill give you a word when I cross the bridge. All I know is that everytime I fall, theres a wing that puffs out of my back and makes me fly all the way up, higher than where I was.
