mad season. darn mood swings. sa mood ko ngayon, lahat gusto kong awayin. lahat! what is going on with me. i cant seem to control my mood. i always end up shouting at everyone at home and frowning all time in the office. i dont know what to do. even music isnt enough to lift my mood anymore. chocolates and shopping didnt help either. i cant continue this. arrgghhhh, if only i know the way out of this state.... i think i know. i think... but that is a bad way to deal with this... grrr!!!!
these are momentary feelings; pieces of my troubled mind; i write what i think, what i think is what i feel, what i feel is what I am and what i am is what i am...... and if only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take it all back. But Ive been down this road, time and time again. And I've learned the hard way how the story always ends...
Monday, May 28, 2012
mad season. darn mood swings. sa mood ko ngayon, lahat gusto kong awayin. lahat! what is going on with me. i cant seem to control my mood. i always end up shouting at everyone at home and frowning all time in the office. i dont know what to do. even music isnt enough to lift my mood anymore. chocolates and shopping didnt help either. i cant continue this. arrgghhhh, if only i know the way out of this state.... i think i know. i think... but that is a bad way to deal with this... grrr!!!!