i have had it with dieting.... last night while i was ironing my clothes preppig for work, i had the courage to take a photo of how my figure is now. im been most insecure of my tummy. how ever i starve myself... its jst really not working...big tummy+big rib cage+small hip... not a pretty combination at all....Im thinking of just letting it all go now... eat and eat and eat.. after all, we only live once. the smaller pic was from way back 2005. and here we are now...2012.  sigh... super sigh! making me so damn down again.