
God, guidance please in raising this little princess. She woke me up last night crying as she crawl beside me in my bed. i was a bit mad as i got startled. but it all disappeared when i heard her sobbing. must have been a bad dream or something as she didnt answer when i asked her why. she just went straight beside me in bed and sob to sleep. i am not used to having her sleep beside me. it was a long night for me. i watched her as i she fell into deep sleep. she has grown so fast. it kinda scare me what tomorrow will be like for her. will i be able to send her to college? will i be able to give her a good life? knowing in the future, its only me and her against the world. i want to be able to do good for her. provide all she needs and be a good mom. she may leave me one day. but i know she would always be mommys little girl.All these thought made me scared. although i know that today is my yesterdays tomorrow. and its not that bad. its not ideal but im learning to live a day at a time. my world isnt mine alone. its hers. shes my world. God, i ask that you bless her. shes my one and only. my one and only.