yesterday started with congratulations as ive been shortlisted for SME position. i love the idea, but i politely declined. end of day, i was given a time and a piece of application paper for QA post as i come highly qualified per my manager. i again politely declined. i dont know what i did. this might something that i will regret in the future. as much as i try to erase my management regime, it keeps pulling me back towards the management team. i want to be a regular joe. no one knows my background and i keep it to myself but it keeps pulling me back where i dont want to go. i dont want to be a persona non grata, i appreciate all the push and the recommendations for positions. even jason just a couple of weeks ago gave a really interesting offer for a management post but i didnt grab it either. i must be crazy. i dont know what im doing and what i want to do anymore.