how do you shoot the devil in the back what if you miss?.... been fighting my inner demons for quite a while. even went with the flow of joining the enemy that i cant seem to defeat. i just want to get over with this. all i have done is to calm them down in a way where even the means of calming became my own addiction too. help me stir clear of my devilish personal needs. this is so wrong. please give me something or someone permanent.