sick of myself to the bone. i again seem to be back on my old ways. is it a sin? it is a sin! but im just a girl with personal needs that calls for satisfaction. crucify me if you want but what can i do? its deep inside of me. it is me. do i get punished for doing my inner me wants me to do? i am only human and i only live once. if theres someone out there, im willing to commit. but for years and years of waiting and no one coming, i would rather take action. i chose to take action.