im back in dxb after a 40 days vacation. tonight, i feel so alone. perhaps because i am. i miss my family. i miss my baby. its hard being a single mom and the bread of the family. there are times that i dont wanna work anymore. but i cant. how i wish i could work because i want to work not because i need to. but lets admit it, im far from being those fortunate people born with a gold spoon on their mouth. i miss denise. i may not be the best mom but believe it or not, i wanna be there for denise every stage of her growth years. i love my baby. i also wanna help my mom and be with her at all times. shes not getting any younger. but here i am, miles away and alone in my flat. i dnt intend to be an ofw for a long time. time will come i for sure will settle down in philippines. i just home that time would be soon.