'you dont just stop loving somebody', a statement from my x thats making me think so hard right now. i feel like im the meanest bitch on earth. a heartless whore up for no good.

x has promised to think of me till his last breath and i believe that he will, but not because he still care but because of the pains i brought into his life. i loved him, theres no denying, but what makes me stop loving him? i guess that is a ruthless quality i got that makes me different from the rest. even i asks that statement, how could i?

closing the door to someone who is still holding on would make you do the meanest thing. things that you never thought you'd do, things that i did.

i just cant do this anymore. so far i have proven myself to be a magnet for married mans. but i dont want to be like this anymore. i want it to stop. i swear i will not and never be involve with any of them ever.

i may have been another victim a month ago but i stopped as soon as i learned that it was all a lie. i loved this guy but yes, i did it again, i stopped loving right then and there.