was doing fine this morning, even singing carpenters top of the world as soon as i got off bed, till a chat thats so mood changing. a guy whose been trying to hit on me for years now said hes finally getting married to his now preggy gf.

its been sometime since weve last talk. and more than that since weve met. Met him tru a common friend back in manila. It was a bday party of my friends bf. Then he once visited in ortigas where we had a beer or two before work. Hes a nice boy. I dont really recall how old he is but Im sure im older than him for a few years.

Hes overseas now, last contact must I say was the chat we had when i was to leave manila. Its funny how you let the good guys go pass you while you chase on the not so good ones. Oh well, I didnt really like 'like' him but its just that its really hard to see people moving on with their lives. It jst feels like im being left behind by most of them now. Hate the feeling. grr.