It has been sometime since my last update. With Twitter and Facebook around, I’m hardly able in the mood to blog.

So what’s up blogger world? Seems like forever. Nothing much has changed... same old rants and raves. I just signed my regularization papers. I always say this is temporary... but it’s taking sometime, inabot pa ako ng regularization. I know I said I won’t settle for this but lately, I’ve been feeling it aint that bad at all. I have a great team. A really nice TL. A really nice account. Why do I wanna leave so bad? Yeah, money is a hard factor to beat and all that good stuff I mentioned is worth sacrificing for.

Denise grows so fast each day. It’s even hard for me to carry her now. It’s amazing how fat and tall she is now at her age. She recently joined the SM Marikina Toon Fest. I was more excited than her. She did really well but she was one on the 100 unfortunate ones who didn’t get selected out of batch 1. Yesterday, I did this you tube vid of her doing the ramps. She’s amazing.

She officially doesn’t have a yaya starting today. We'll get by for sure. It’s hard to take care of her, much more to take care of yaya Marie. She’s a pain. Ok, fine, I won’t talk about her misfits anymore.

I haven’t been seeing any good jobs to apply for abroad. Even the lowest rank job seems to be out of reach due to my supervisory positions. They would always ask, why apply for this job? You can do better... I wanna ask the employers 'if you think I’m too good for this position, why offer me a better one?!'

Its funny how the world changes. I used to have a lot of money, lots of friends, and lots of time. Now my sister earns more than I do, has a better position that I have. How she can go places. I feel bad that I wasn’t able to come to her Thailand trip... the other day, she booked another flight for honking. As usual, I can’t come. Aside from the fact that I’m crunching my savings, it’s not that easy either to get my leaves approved.

Starting today, since we don’t have a helper anymore. I will do house chores. I will help out at home. It feels so unfair for mama to take care of my baby. nakakakonsensya naman. sakitin na nga sya e. And as if it’s not enough that she has raised me and my sister... and still taking care of us now, tapos here comes her granddaughter to care for pa.

Oh well... none much as I’ve said. Let’s hope that the next blog I do, I have something good to share. Till then....