I have not been recovering well. I know theres something wrong. I have been depressed for sometime and its affecting my health now. I have not been able to sleep well. I always feel tense and always not in the mood. The other day, I completely broke down in front of my family, I couldn't stop crying. My self pity is at its peak. My anxiety attacks is keeping me up all day when I'm supposed to be sleeping. I think I'm going crazy now. I'm thinking, going back to Jason is not a good idea at all. I should have rested for a while and cleared my mind of all worries. This is already consuming me. His account isn't that stable and I honestly think its gonna be impossible to sell. I think I'm gonna be the one left again in the end to shoulder all the agents concerns about their pay and what ever happened before is gonna be repeated. I cant deal with this right now. To be honest, I feel I am already on the verge of going insane. My depression is getting to me and time is ticking. Its just a matter of time till I explode. I try to be calm and breath my way through this but its stronger than me. I need help.