these are momentary feelings; pieces of my troubled mind; i write what i think, what i think is what i feel, what i feel is what I am and what i am is what i am...... and if only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take it all back. But Ive been down this road, time and time again. And I've learned the hard way how the story always ends...
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
went to the mall last saturday with my family and i believe that triggered our flu. first my sister, then it was Denise, mama and me. First major sickness this year. I was thinking of not going to work cause I really dont feel good at all, but who will take care of the team without me there. had to lie down the whole weekend. appetite wasnt good so i had to eat spicy noodles the whole time. aside from the meds im taking, i had massage last night before work. they were all telling me to just stay home and rest. but i cant. i hate absences. weird, just when ive been drowning myself from multivitamins, i got this sick. i hope to get well soon. i hope we all do. i cant help but remember how hard it was to be sick when i was out of the country. im just thankful i have my family with me now.