confused. ive been trying to land a job at this huge company since 2008. i now have the opportunity to start this week but ive been feeling really bad about letting go of my scheduled interview for Saudia Air this 23rd. i wanted to go but i cant. i have a commitment on that day with this huge company. this could be the closest i can get. its a final interview. did i say its a final interview? yes, it is a final interview for Saudia Air flight attendant position! i can nail it. i can. interviews doesnt scare me a bit. those who knows me, knows how articulate i can be when needed. but i cant. cause i already signed some papers. i cant mess this up. i just cant. this photo shows how im so not over my FA dreams. that name tag '14 DINA' in my bedroom mirror came from my last application for Qatar Airways. its still there. and i dont have any plans of taking it off. none yet. not just yet.