these are momentary feelings; pieces of my troubled mind; i write what i think, what i think is what i feel, what i feel is what I am and what i am is what i am...... and if only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take it all back. But Ive been down this road, time and time again. And I've learned the hard way how the story always ends...
Friday, June 21, 2013
mad season.... things are changing... changing to basics....so this is how it feels huh. working mom at night barely making nothing and a single mom home...rushing to go home every aftershift to bring baby to school...this are the moments i know ill remember 10 years from now. this job sucks but mommy moments are just superb. i have given up so much for this. ginusto ko and i am standing by my decisions. i am a very forgetful person yet if there is anything i would want to forget are instances in my past that hunts. i dont ever want to be in a memory lane and say tsk, i shouldnt have done it. hoping to move forward with what i have now with no regrets. this isnt the best situation to be in now. i cry every now and then but this is it now. this is my now. nothing i can do but to make the best off it. so help me God.