So this is how painful it is to look at a family photo thinking this could be me in it. I hate you and I love you. If only I could teach myself to let go but I cant as I strongly believe we are a perfect match. 2 years, and yet here we are. Masakit pero di talaga dapat. Isipin ko na lang na nasira ko sana ang pamilyang ito if I entered the scene. I hate you kasi alam ko na di lahat ng sinabi mo ay totoo. Im lost. Cause of this, I don't think Ill ever fall inlove again. Sana nga pero parang napakahirap na. I want you to know I still think of you most of the time. That's cause I truly  cared about you. Thankful na din that we are not in contact. Atleast you were able to fix your family and one of us is happy.