Saturday, January 7, 2017

Its just the start of 2017 and I am here ranting... oh boy.
I cant seem to sleep today. Anxiety is killing me. My mind keeps running off on me somewhere and I cant stop. I want to be able to do something though I am helpless. My decision to work at home has made me feel like I am stuck in a cave or something. I don't see people, other than my mom, sis, daughter and my dog. I don't get to mingle with other people anymore. Even if I want to, my friends are in the metro, and I am here in the province. So far away from everyone I know. I only get to communicate with them online. Sooo sad, there has to be more to life than this. At 35, this is a killer. I have seen everyone move on, I am here. Stuck in here. :(